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08 November 2008 @ 02:15 pm
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I feel like I don't update this enough. But I feel like I don't have as much to say as when I was more youthful and wanted to write poems and complain about the world. hah.

My life is so focused on the wedding, I haven't really taken a lot of time to sit there and really take everything in. I need to have a bath or something and just spend some me time. I'll get there eventually. Everynight has been hard to sleep lately through the excitment/nervousness of it all. I'm excited to get married, I'm excited to be a good wife, and try cooking and learn new things. I'm nervous for all the plans, and just pray that everything comes together so nicely. Which inside I know it will but I get nervous when I overthink things. Such as my wedding dress. I've never actually seen it on me. I mostly held it up to me and went oh this is breathtaking and I love it. It's gorgeous, but i'm scared i'm going to put it on and it's not going to look flattering in  certain places. I know it's just a matter for the seamstress tucking it in in all the right places but i still get nervous thinking about it.

I just want to look beautiful for my husband, even though he thinks I look beautiful already. I'm not even married and I've got babies on the brain (I think it's due to the fact that everyone around me is having a child or is carrying one and impatiently waiting for it). Babies are so cute. I can't wait! I can, but I can't.

look at this kid;



I'm going to have an asian baby, look out jamie haha. Just kidding!!!

But that kid looks cute.


 
 
 
matt_nicole on November 9th, 2008 02:36 am (UTC)
"I'm not even married and I've got babies on the brain (I think it's due to the fact that everyone around me is having a child or is carrying one and impatiently waiting for it). Babies are so cute. I can't wait! I can, but I can't."

Please do wait. A year minimum. Please.

Congratulations to your Ma. That's really cool. Please do tell us the name of the book.
jamjenjamjen on November 10th, 2008 06:23 am (UTC)
haha
don't you worry, were not even planning that until a year or two after.

No worries there.

But i'm curious...why not?
matt_nicole on November 10th, 2008 07:23 am (UTC)
Re: haha
I think every married couple benefits from a year alone. If you get pregnant quickly you'll only have 9 months alone and those 9 months will be all about planning for the baby.

I'd wait at least two years just to adjust to being married, getting your finances in order, etc.

jamjenjamjen on November 10th, 2008 07:53 pm (UTC)
Re: haha
Yeah I thought that might've been your reasoning but It's what were already planning for. 2 years sounds perfect.

I've always been baby crazy. But in a smart way. hah.

Except I got made fun of a lot last night for pretending to squeeze this babies cheeks in that picture because he's just so cute. Jamie called me nuts haha.